Yesterday I never did get any work done. I had a list of roughly 12 tasks to do. I went shopping with my gift card form Christmas instead. But I won’t lose hope for today I completed four of these things off my list. I started with the easiest ones first and worked my way […]Read more "Failure to endure"
This last year I have not been proud of myself. I understand depression had a lot to do with the fact that I didn’t accomplish anything. I slept a lot. I slept so much that I feel like I let life pass me by. I tried moving out of my parent’s house. I simply […]Read more "Getting Ready For The New year!"
If ever there was a perfect guy for me I wouldn’t know. I would either not like him or sabotage it. The list of the perfect man is so long no real human man would fit it. He would be; smart, wise, sane, a rock to my crazy river of life, good looking/charismatic, not care […]Read more "The one for me"
I have noticed that in life, experience has built skills. Even though I lack in many skills I still aspire to achieve more than I have now. Some skills we take for granted and think everyone has learned them. Such skills are like that of reading, writing, and arithmetic. But I glimpse many skills not […]Read more "Skills"
Every morning when you get up do what you love, and every night just before you go to bed. I love to write and when I do that as my first and last thing the world seems like a better place. I get so wound up and writing it down makes it calmer. It’s like […]Read more "Do What You Love!"
As the holidays draw near instead of being happy, I’m fighting off tears. I miss my two oldest children. I feel my faults and failures add up overwhelmingly. I moved out of my old roommates place back into my parents basement. I have failed school. I haven’t written in awhile. I have so much unpacking […]Read more "this is what the depressed side looks like."