I’m going through a lot of stress. And it’s not in a good way. I hace to stop and look at the whole aspect of my life. My singnifgant other and I are bumping heads. And my two eldest are soon leaving for their dad’s in another state. I admit my wrong doings on not […]Read more "WHAT SHOULD I DO ABOUT STESS"
I am an empty person as I watch time go by and I’m trapped in my mind not getting out. Not doing. Where is my will power? Where is my motivation? Where is my life that I want for my family and I? How do others do it? What do they have that I don’t? […]Read more "TIME IS DRIFTING, FLOWING, RUSHING AWAY"
I’ve done it wrong for so long. That I don’t know what the right way is. I know what I want for an end result. I want to be an active, healthy, financially stable, and happy family. How do I get there from sitting on my butt? I understand the most part, but it the […]Read more "HOW DO I DO IT THE RIGHT WAY?"
When you follow your path you learn other’s can’t walk it for you. I’ve learned I can’t walk their path. They can not tell you which way to go, or what to do. Rather frustrating I know. But going and doing what others tell you leads you further away. Even if that person is in […]Read more "it’s not about them"
Celebrating the holidays with my kids is the light inside my life. We started with tea on the balcony. I found it relaxing. My son enjoyed playing the guitar. I asked my daughter to research summer solstice since she couldn’t put down her phone. (teens) After that we did arts and crafts. we made a […]Read more "HOW WAS MY SUMMER SOLSTICE?"
If you shouldn’t argue in front of kids. Then you shouldn’t argue. How do we show them how we settle our differences? Our disagreements? Our passionate views of right and wrong? what to do when we feel as if we have been wronged? Where is the healthy anger that rages in who we are, and […]Read more "FIGHT AND ARGUE"
Is having a better life outside my comfort zone? Am I so used to failure that I sabotage any chance at a better living even though I want one? I can’t help asking why don’t I do better. With no reply. I guess I’m so obsessed with finding the reason so that I can control […]Read more "OUTSIDE MY COMFORT ZONE"