WITH THE KIDS GONE

My two eldest children have return to their father’s for the school year. I swear my heart physically broke. i text them daily but it’s not enough. I’ve broken to the point that I talked to my doctor about anti-depressant. Talk is an understatement, I wallowed in tears and snot-nosed confessions of being better off […]

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Level Up

Where have I been. in some deep, dark cave of despair. This cave exist within the confines of my mind. It doesn’t make it any less real. Dying in a ball of stress, struggling with the small day to day tasks, I was bang my figurative head against a very really, hard wall. Overwhelming was […]

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NOW WHAT

Now that I want a better life, how am I going to carve it out this time? Creating the life I want. Hmm where to start? Come on, I even procrastinate with my blog. I need to start with what I have. I have knowledge, wisdom, and an idea towards my goal. My strongest part […]

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WHAT SHOULD I DO ABOUT STESS

I’m going through a lot of stress.  And it’s not in a good way.  I hace to stop and look at the whole aspect of my life.  My singnifgant other and I are bumping  heads. And my two eldest are soon leaving for their dad’s in another state.  I admit my wrong doings on not […]

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