WHY ‘O WHY AM I AWAKE?

I awoke around one a.m. and couldn’t fall asleep. A stimulate concoction of pregnancy hormones, medication, going to bed (rather than nap) at 5-6 pm, and my partner not being in bed. The joys of him switching to first shift, starting at four am. Crazy I know. There is not always bad in the face […]

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HONESTLY TO ME

I have to be honest. I did nothing. but watched Netflix on the computer. I really need to get paid doing that. Bipolar has a lot of cons and pros. The intelligence is amazing. The learning curve surprises me even. But there is so much that doesn’t help. The emotional roller-coaster is debilitating. The off […]

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NOT JUST MEDICATION

I can’t just do the antidepressants by themselves.  I understand how to do the whole healing as part of what I learned in Witchcraft. Mind, body, heart, and soul. I need to keep exercising, and eating right. I need to learn to stay positive with my thoughts. Learn as much as I can about life, […]

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WITH THE KIDS GONE

My two eldest children have return to their father’s for the school year. I swear my heart physically broke. i text them daily but it’s not enough. I’ve broken to the point that I talked to my doctor about anti-depressant. Talk is an understatement, I wallowed in tears and snot-nosed confessions of being better off […]

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