I’m going through a lot of stress. And it’s not in a good way. I hace to stop and look at the whole aspect of my life. My singnifgant other and I are bumping heads. And my two eldest are soon leaving for their dad’s in another state. I admit my wrong doings on not doing anything to bring in money. I have to look at my approch to both the whole situation, and each individual part of the situation. I’ve been so angry. To my shame i have not behaved in a manner that I’m proud of. I understand that ot should be the way I react, or fail to react that sets up how the situation turns out. Why am I behaving like such?