I may have failed to live up to my own expectations. But I’m not giving up. There should be more to life than my last couple of weeks of sleeping/working. When I picture my life I see me spending happy time with my kids. We do activities together like baking, crafts, and gardening. I picture life calm and able to handle problems with no stress. When I fantasize this I immerse all my senses and imagine that it smells great like herbs and spices.
There are many differences I no doubt lie in the fact that I have no energy Ever!! and I’m still gaining skills. Such skill like; focus, and keeping at it.